My first failure
Hi !
This is my First blog in this i will tell u about my experience about my journey during preparing for a national exam.
So I am 18 year old and studying for an enginnering degree .. So simple but there is more to it let me tell u my struggles and tears 1 year ago ... So i was preparing for a exam called JEE Main ... Those who don't know it is a entrance exam in India for a Govt Enginnering institute like IIT,NIT etc... I was a good student in my school and my parents wanted me to pass this exam for a govt college.. I tried and joined a coaching and was in the top students .I worked hard like i used too but the worst stage came at the time of corona we didn't able to go coaching and online classes are not that much efficient but i keep up my pace with my teacher and prepared for my exam. I was confident because my sir had the trust and he kept telling me that u can crack it. At that time we have four chances for it and best one out of those will get counted. First exam result came and sadly got only 86 percentile and that was the first time i cried over a exam result whole night my parents consoled me but still my own confident was low than .I lost my faith but attended all remaining exams. At last i didn't passed.
That was the time I want a shoulder to cry on but nonetheless got no one including my parents. I don't blame my parents but the disappointment in their eyes was heartbroking . So i applied for a private college according to their wish and accepted my faith .But now that i m in college I'm happy and learning new things .. Today too i heard many people around me demeaning me and insulting me.. But i don't mind it because when I look back I tried hard and gave my best and the one thing i repeat to myself to keep me going -
" Not all dreams come true and not all reality are harsh,
Find happiness in what u got ,
Fail But Not fall,
Try every day as it comes in life slot"
Sometimes u need to find happiness in small things and should keep trying, not everything goes your way life takes unexpected turn and u should be ready to enjoy that road too.. Because if u r not trying to be happy no one will make u happy .. Society will demean u , make u feel bad but here is the thing that is not their life .. If u didnt get a chance with something u saw in you dream open your eyes see the beauty of life and try to enjoy it ..Fail but not fall..
This is something people should apply in their lives...not to give up. This is too good. Keep going and keep growing. 💫
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